Again, I’d like to apologise for getting rid of my Youtube account again and explain why. I had a huge anxiety attack last night, which was prefigured by a couple days worth of some surprisingly intense depression. I’ve been fretting over that fucking cursed wretched SOPA thing for literally months and in the midst of my anxiety attack I deleted anything of mine that used copyrighted material off the web. (I am aware that it would not be me who would get it in the neck for that but more likely the website that hosts it, be it Tumblr or Youtube or whatever, but when I get in these states I can’t think straight at all.)

All my videos still exist on my hard drive, in case you’re worried about that, and I’m pretty sure most of the DAZ Studio ones are still on that “TheCompansArchives” account that someone set up. Also a “real-life” friend has backup copies of my videos.

I’m not sure if I’m going to go through uploading all of my old videos again because I would just end up deleting them off the web eventually anyway, so I’m thinking about some other way to make a permanent archive of them. Maybe a torrent or something, I dunno…

I will most likely create a new account on Youtube in time but it will be different to my old one and will not have any of my old videos. I’ve been planning something different for some time - all originally shot short films, most likely featuring my bloated face in front of the camera. It will be very very very different to something like Shane Dawson (spit!) or whatever, though.

So once again - I’m sorry! I’m an idiot! And if you all don’t entirely loathe me, I’ll be back eventually with something, SOPA permitting…